Reflective Essay #1
Reading. It seems that lately that’s all I’ve been doing and yet I have not kept up entirely with the reading. I have to go back and play catch up with the readings though. I did not finish The Art of Courtly Love, though I got about two-thirds of the way through. I only read one of the three Arthurian Romances assigned. I remember the story of Gawain and the Green Knight, but I have not read it again. The main reason that I got behind in the reading and missed some classes as well was because I tried to work about thirty-five hours a week and take fifteen credits. In hindsight, I don’t know what I was thinking to try and take it on. Now I only work about twenty-five hours a week and find that I have the time to do my reading.
I don’t think there is anything that you can do to help me read more effectively. For me reading is something that I enjoy and although I find some of the language difficult I tend to understand the text.
In order to be a better student I can make sure that I finish my readings by classes on Wednesday, which of late has not been happening. Making sure I don’t miss any classes except in cases of emergency is another thing I can do to be a better student.
The most interesting thing I have learned about medieval literature this semester is how interconnected it is, especially in terms of other courses I have taken or are currently taking. Being able to understand what you mean when you reference Romance of the Rose or certain mythological tales that are in the Metamorphoses greatly increases my interest in the topic and personalizes it somehow. I feel more connected to the material I am discussing or reading when I have a broader understanding of other works during the time period. I’ve been able to associate my summer courses with this course closely and find I know things that are helpful to me. For instance, I already know about the vernacular and why it is so important. This means I already understand that implications of writing in the vernacular and thus I can focus on what is being said about the text instead of concerning myself with writing in the vernacular. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I enjoy the class as a whole and the most interesting thing that I’ve learned so far has to be the ability to draw from previous courses to enhance my reading experience. I have been able to relate previous courses to other courses I’ve taken before; however, this time I feel that it makes more sense to me. It seems like more of light bulb going off in my head than anything else. A kind of click occurs which seems to say, “Hey, I get this, A relates to B, thus C.”
What has surprised me so far about the texts is that fact that extra-marital relations are approved of in this period of time as long as it is for true love. I guess I thought that society had a narrower view than the one that is presented in the literature we are reading.
I am not working on my research portfolio, though I have thought about going to the library to start looking for articles. Unfortunately thinking about it doesn’t count. Now that I have Wednesdays and Fridays off, I plan to start working on it. The fact that midterms are coming up is an additional incentive.